Its Been A While...

Im sorry its been so long, im sorry for that. my mental health hasnt been so good. i promise im trying my best to get this site functional. the past 3 years ive been working on my site ive had so many rewrites. my mental health has not helped with this. if it isnt perfect or the way i want it that specific day its just a nightmare and i get all depressed over it. i want to appreciate everyone for everything so far if anyone actually reads this anymore.

So Splat2D fans if you are reading this. Splat2D is on permanant hiatus. i just dont think i can get the game out with my mental state with Programming and such. i have lost all motivation for programming entirely and i am strugging to get that motivation back. i do have a new motivation but it has nothing to do with programming. and as much as id like to get back into content creation the motivation for that is gone too.

For those suffering with the same disabilities and mental health issues as me i hope you understand how hard it is for me to even enjoy my life with how reality has treated me these past 12 years. and i hope you understand the reasons why i havent been active.

im not the best at typing out this sort of stuff never was. please dont actively seek me out just to check if im okay, this isnt a suicide note. i just need time. alot of it, to reflect on myself and my journey as a person.

I love every single one of you and i wish you all the best.

I want to take this Section To thank people wether they know they have helped me discover parts of myself/have helped me with my mental health or not. I know they arent going to read this. but if they some how find this site in the vast ocean known as the internet then so be it.

Vylet Pony - For Making music that i heavly enjoy and have helped me get through extremely hard stages of my life

PrinceWhateverer & melodybrony - Same Reason as vylet pony
However you do not understand how much i cherish my Shirt, CD's and the picture i managed to take with you at 2025 UKPonycon. you guys are awesome and i hope you understand how much of my life that has helped me with the past half a year.

My Partner - Dear god i hope you dont read any of this but i want to thank you for this past year for helping me get through everything. you dont understand how much i love you. i hope one day you do understand though.

My Mother - You wont read this. you dont even know this site exists. just know you have helped.

My only IRL friend - ive known you since 2023 and ever since while we have had our ups and downs you're still by my side.

My Online Friends - some of you ive known for years some, only for a few days but you guys are awesome, i understand i have trust issues and sometimes i might loose my chill. but yall are awesome <3

and i suppose if you arent on this list thank you for actually reading my little depression ramble.